It’s almost been 5 months since I’ve moved back home and the post-college life began. It definitely hasn’t been easy going from doing whatever I please to having to tell my parents my every single move. Granted, this is a first world problem. I am thankful for having a roof over my head and food to eat but I really do wish my parents were more understanding of the fact that I’m not in high school anymore. I was able to survive 4 years of college, what makes them think I’d make irresponsible life decisions now?! I have morals, I have values, and I keep my traditions. It just comes down to whether or not they trust me, which they clearly do not. My dad says he trusts me but he doesn’t trust other people. OOOKAYYY. You can’t control other people, so you’re going to control me to have a curfew and keep me locked up forever? -_-. I guess they don’t want me to go far in life. Okay, I’m being melodramatic. But still. I want to be able to travel, explore, and experience. My days of weekly and constant ratchetness are slowly dwindling down. I’m doing necessary steps to get my career set and getting my life in order. What more do they want?! Just give me my freedom like a 22 year old should deserve and stop giving me shit every time I step out of the house </3.
In these past couple of months, I’ve learned a lot about myself, my parents, friends, and acquaintances. Although I’ve learned a lot, I’m still learning. After a day at work, there’s bullshit that you don’t want to deal with anymore like you could when you were in high school or college. There was that time but now you brush things off your shoulders.
Things change. Accept it and move on. Onto bigger and better things! In past posts, I’ve said that I was happy with where I was in my life. Oh college days. Right now, to a certain extent in different aspects of my life, I am. But I know I can be happier in all aspects, and I’m doing what’s necessary to get there. Create your own happiness. :)
“You make it feel like home”
Nicky Romero & Nervo - Like Home